I don’t really want to create things. Honestly, I don’t. In one way or another, I’ve fought it all my life. Creating is difficult. There’s tremendous risk of failure and embarrassment. There’s frequently not a lot of money in it (if at all). And it’s hard to explain to people what you do and who you really are.
I don’t want to put up with any of those things. I hate them. I’d rather be something easy to explain. I’d rather do something that other people were more willing to pay for. I’d rather do something that more readily gives me the money that a future wife wants.
But I don’t have any choice. I have to create things. When I don’t, I start dying.
As with so many creators, I struggle with the question of whether I’m an artist. Honestly, I’m afraid I am, but I feel like a fake to say so. Artists are those who paint or sculpt or do something that’s displayed in galleries. My work these days is mostly for myself or friends on Facebook or something for readers here. But am I actually a writer? Am I an artist?

Loss of cultural consensus means violent conflict in decades ahead
Still relevant six years later: ‘We’re the Government — and You’re Not’
I am angry that life doesn’t work the way I once learned it should
Suppressing speech you don’t like is a lousy way to encourage tolerance
My old fear of looking foolish is strong incentive to do good work
For governance, ‘one size fits all’ is a bad idea — even if the ‘one size’ is your version of freedom
Sad, but true: Neither Ron Paul nor any libertarian has chance to win
I feel hope for future, because truth is real and love is possible