There are times when I love this life so much that I can barely stand it.
When I see this world — and the life I live within it — in the context of nature and its reality, my heart has trouble expressing its joy. But when I see my life through the lens of my ego and my greed and my lust for more material things, I am miserable — no matter how much I have.
After another long night of struggling to create things that matter to me, I found myself driving to get breakfast biscuits at 5 a.m. Thursday. I knew I should be in bed, but I was so excited about what I was feeling that I didn’t want to go to sleep.
As I drove the five minutes to the restaurant, I felt relaxed and joyful and happy. My heart was full and I loved life. I prayed a prayer as I drove, thanking God for what I was feeling.
I realized — not for the first time — that one of the keys to being happy in life is learning to be satisfied with what you already have. I’m miserable when I constantly believe that I need something material added to my life.
I realized that I felt joyful because I have complete faith in the truth and beauty of nature. I felt grateful for these gifts that had been given to me. And I felt joyful to realize that loving connection with others was still possible — and that this was completely within my grasp.

How terrified would your child self have been of your current adult life?
Some people hate their enemies so badly that fairness doesn’t matter
Most prizes feel empty, because our real need is for connection
After 50 years of lonely pursuit and disappointment, boy finally gets girl
If we disrespect skilled trades, we’re ignorant and arrogant fools
As world descends into madness, back away and guard your heart
You’ve been lied to: Freedom and democracy are different things
Existential crisis makes me ask: Can I ever trust you to love me?
Without the state, who would plow roads? We and our neighbors will