Six months ago today, I had surgery to remove cancer in my left breast. It was an episode so far out of my normal experience of life that it almost seems as though it never happened. And now, six months later, one of my best friends is going in for major surgery today, too.
When I had my brush with cancer, I didn’t think I was going to die, but I knew it was a possibility. As my friend goes in for some serious surgery, I don’t expect her to die, either, but I know that she could die. We all react differently to the idea of death. Some people get depressed. Some people think of others they’ve lost. It has a different effect on me. It makes me think seriously about life.
(If you weren’t around for my cancer scare last January, here’s the article in which I first discussed it. And here’s what I wrote as I was going in for surgery that day.)
I don’t know about you, but I have a terrible habit of taking life for granted. There have been certain chunks of my life when I’ve absolutely wasted my time, simply because it seemed as though my time was almost limitless. When I’ve done that, I’ve felt bored and unfulfilled. I think that’s one of the real causes of some people turning to various kinds of drugs or other addictions. (For me, the addiction was sugar. I’ve written before about feeling like a “sugarholic.”)
Trying to force others to be like us destroys loving relationships
Shame of not being perfect comes with every new thing I try to do
FRIDAY FUNNIES
Practically and legally, it’s true: Good fences make good neighbors
Friday nights still take me back to sidelines of high school football
Is this what happens when you teach children there are no absolutes?
Hurt people hurt people, and it’s hard to forgive that in ourselves
Would you have been on a ship? Or back home complaining?
Goodbye, Charlotte (2009-2016)