I can’t write poetry. I’ve tried to write it, but my efforts have always been terrible.
I can’t write music. I love music and I’m deeply moved by its magic — both words and lyrics — but I have no talent for writing songs.
I tried to write poetry and music when I was young. I even have a few samples of my attempts at verse. They’re awful but even through the awfulness of the bad art, I can feel the anguish of what I was trying to express when my pen wrote the words on paper.
For most of my life, I’ve felt a deep sense of longing. A sense of need. A panic. A fear. An emptiness that craved filling.
When I feel that — as I desperately do tonight — I feel an incredible urge to express it. My heart feels as though it’s going to explode in my chest. There’s so much I want to say — to express, to feel, to confess — and words aren’t ever enough.

Double standards seem like the only standards most politicians know
Latest shutdown means most papers where I worked are gone
Insanity is part of being human – and we’re all potentially unstable
When doubt awakens me at dawn, my world can seem a lonely place
16-year-old charged with felony for science experiment gone bad
‘What’s the worth of one warm smile? Go and ask the dead man’