Are you a coward? For much of my life, I’ve been one — at least a large part of the time. I’ve drifted along avoiding things that scared me, acting as though I could somehow cheat my fears without having to face them. I’m at the point in life where I can’t do that anymore.
I can either face the fears and become who I’m supposed to be or I can go back to hiding in cowardice. Now that I understand the truth about what I’ve done, though, I don’t think I can put it back into a box and hide it on a shelf. I have to confront the fears — and become the person God made me to be.
I’ve been thinking a lot about this issue since the first of the year. Something happened that made me ask myself whether I was going to continue being less than my best or if I intended to make the changes necessary to be who I wanted to be. If I’d realized all the implications of that when I started thinking about it, I might have run. But I didn’t. And once I let myself go down that road, I didn’t have any choice but to follow some trails to their logical conclusion.
Being disconnected from love as close to hell as we’ll find on Earth
Capitol rioters weren’t SS troops, just woeful losers living a fantasy
Should I become prophet of doom or fade quietly into the darkness?
‘Let’s Make a Deal’: Democracy is like a dumb old TV game show
Young New Yorkers say they’re fleeing the city — Why? High taxes, low opportunities
Nine years ago, he asked her, ‘Will you take a chance on me?’
We have a hunger for love just as strong as the need for food, water