Are you a coward? For much of my life, I’ve been one — at least a large part of the time. I’ve drifted along avoiding things that scared me, acting as though I could somehow cheat my fears without having to face them. I’m at the point in life where I can’t do that anymore.
I can either face the fears and become who I’m supposed to be or I can go back to hiding in cowardice. Now that I understand the truth about what I’ve done, though, I don’t think I can put it back into a box and hide it on a shelf. I have to confront the fears — and become the person God made me to be.
I’ve been thinking a lot about this issue since the first of the year. Something happened that made me ask myself whether I was going to continue being less than my best or if I intended to make the changes necessary to be who I wanted to be. If I’d realized all the implications of that when I started thinking about it, I might have run. But I didn’t. And once I let myself go down that road, I didn’t have any choice but to follow some trails to their logical conclusion.
Obama’s new ‘AttackWatch.com’ website smells like political fear
He couldn’t mold her into himself, but my dad broke Mother’s spirit
Reading people is a survival skill which all children need to learn
Tradeoffs about values leave me feeling like ‘double-minded man’
How long will I keep finding toxic programming from my childhood?
I accept others’ amateur media, but I expect myself to be a pro
Now that his wife is gone for good, man is left with memories and love
I wasn’t allowed to express need, so I’ve spent life traveling alone
Show me your spiritual practice, not just an intellectual theology