As I waited to pull onto U.S. 11 just a few miles from my house Wednesday evening, there didn’t seem to be anything unusual about it. The highway is busy that time of day, with two lanes of traffic in each direction and a turn lane in the middle. I’ve crossed those lanes hundreds of times, and I had no way of knowing this time was going to be different.
Traffic was heavy, but I was going to have time to cross to the other side if I timed it well. Just as I pulled out, though, an oncoming car did something I didn’t expect. I accelerated to get out of the way, barreling into the turn lane, where a car coming from another direction had just unexpectedly moved. I changed directions once again and ended up in yet another lane, startling another driver.
I’d almost hit at least three cars. I pulled off the road to think about this.
When a doctor first diagnosed me with breast cancer two weeks ago and said I had to have surgery, I expected to go through changing emotions in the days leading up to the experience. But knowing that and experiencing it are two entirely different things. Four days before I’m scheduled to be cut on next Monday, I can say I’ve had a number of emotions creep up on me unexpectedly.

Anonymous attacker hit me hard, but I can’t let coward change me
KKK-loving newspaper owner has always been a nut; this isn’t news
If the state didn’t wither away for Marx and Engels, is there really a post-statist era ahead now?
Death of classmate from past feels like a reminder to change my life
We will destroy ourselves if we don’t learn to love our enemies
What if emotional baggage we carry isn’t really our core issue?
Sometimes we don’t really notice perfect match ’til it’s far too late
Blind faith in our ability to reason led to arrogance, false certainty
Federal ‘help’ makes medical care more expensive and less available