You might have seen this cartoon dog and these flames before. The artwork has become popular on “memes” which satirize people who are oblivious — or in denial — that their world is falling apart around them.
I feel like the little cartoon dog. I feel as though the world is on fire around me. The economy seems to be collapsing. The political system is in a dangerous shambles. The broader culture is a dysfunctional cesspool which is driven by idiots who are out of touch with reality.
But it’s not just the broader outside world. My own life is burning down, at least by the standards of what I expected and what I wanted — and even by the vision of what I believe is possible for my life.
I’m sitting here passively — in the metaphorical sense — and I’m watching the chaos play out all around me. I’m not doing anything about it because I haven’t figured out how to fix everything. I keep functioning as though everything is normal.
But inside, I am painfully aware that this is not fine. Something has to change.

A year later, late-night phone call and suicide threat still echo in me
In a sane world, everyone would think and act exactly the way I do
It’s easy to learn wrong lessons from watching parent’s behavior
In Colorado, these bureaucrats are taking ‘nanny state’ seriously
Nelson Mandela overcame anger at oppression to become a wise hero
Get over it: There’s no media conspiracy against your beliefs
Ugly folks sue modeling industry, alleging unlawful discrimination
Time is the most unrelenting enemy that any of us will face
Little remains in me of the person I was when I married for lifetime