I don’t really want to create things. Honestly, I don’t. In one way or another, I’ve fought it all my life. Creating is difficult. There’s tremendous risk of failure and embarrassment. There’s frequently not a lot of money in it (if at all). And it’s hard to explain to people what you do and who you really are.
I don’t want to put up with any of those things. I hate them. I’d rather be something easy to explain. I’d rather do something that other people were more willing to pay for. I’d rather do something that more readily gives me the money that a future wife wants.
But I don’t have any choice. I have to create things. When I don’t, I start dying.
As with so many creators, I struggle with the question of whether I’m an artist. Honestly, I’m afraid I am, but I feel like a fake to say so. Artists are those who paint or sculpt or do something that’s displayed in galleries. My work these days is mostly for myself or friends on Facebook or something for readers here. But am I actually a writer? Am I an artist?

The truth about first Thanksgiving has lessons for today’s economy
FRIDAY FUNNIES
The advice people need is rarely what they’re expecting to hear
Rational rules don’t apply when the state gives itself a monopoly
I kinda like Rand Paul, but I don’t support anybody as ruler-in-chief
You can’t see inside my heart, but my words invite you to know me
‘Vast military-industrial complex’ keeps growing and keeps killing
Children’s joy and innocence pierce my heart, bring me hope
A year after first seeing doctor about cancer, how much have I learned?