I don’t really want to create things. Honestly, I don’t. In one way or another, I’ve fought it all my life. Creating is difficult. There’s tremendous risk of failure and embarrassment. There’s frequently not a lot of money in it (if at all). And it’s hard to explain to people what you do and who you really are.
I don’t want to put up with any of those things. I hate them. I’d rather be something easy to explain. I’d rather do something that other people were more willing to pay for. I’d rather do something that more readily gives me the money that a future wife wants.
But I don’t have any choice. I have to create things. When I don’t, I start dying.
As with so many creators, I struggle with the question of whether I’m an artist. Honestly, I’m afraid I am, but I feel like a fake to say so. Artists are those who paint or sculpt or do something that’s displayed in galleries. My work these days is mostly for myself or friends on Facebook or something for readers here. But am I actually a writer? Am I an artist?

Instinctive desire to ‘do something’ almost always leads to bad policy
We’re all going to die, but what do you want to do before you die?
How we live our lives can allow us to redeem dark family history
I don’t regret my choices, but I do lament choices he refused to make
My cancer surgery was a breeze, but I don’t want to face it again
Where are Obama’s tears when he’s the one killing innocent children?
Outraged folks around world letting Diane Tran know she’s not alone
If you allow anything to be priority over love and beauty, you’re a fool
As nightmares plague my friends, I’m grateful mine have subsided