There’s a building not far from my house that takes me back to December of 2004 each time I drive past. It’s not a good memory, but rather one that still gives me shivers eight and a half years later.
It’s the memory of a night I suddenly couldn’t remember what I was doing and freaked out as I tried to do my job.
We were close to finishing the first day of shooting for my short film, “We’re the Government — and You’re Not.” Even though I didn’t really know what I was doing, I was the writer and director, and I was sharing the producer duties. I honestly didn’t know until that day just how little I knew.
Even though the day had been a blur, things had generally gone well except for my car having a flat tire at the next-to-last shooting location of the day. (I rode around on the little “doughnut spare” all weekend because I didn’t have time to fix the tire.) I was waiting for one last prop to come in the mail. It was days late, but we thought it would be there. I ran to my house and it wasn’t there — and it was time to shoot the scene. I didn’t have a back-up plan.
Little girl’s face and colorful sky have power to pierce my heart
If we always beat ourselves up, how will we ever heal and grow?
‘Dad, is there really a Santa Claus?’ Should we lie to kids or tell truth?
Meeting with dead man left me pondering choices of life, death
If emotional healing happens, happiness flows from the heart
Radical truths first seem untenable — until they finally seem obvious
Like an alien, I move through a world I can see but never touch