I was feeling pretty self-righteous. Someone had just informed me that he was breaking a contract he had signed. It made me angry, because it was going to embarrass me with other people involved in the deal.
Even worse — from my point of view — is that it was going to cost me thousands of dollars. I had worked to bring about this agreement and now one of the parties was walking away from what he had firmly agreed to do.
“Why would someone agree to do something and then suddenly announce he wasn’t going to keep his word?” I complained to myself.
For a few hours, I burned with self-righteous anger. I was a victim. This other person was terrible. I would never do something like this.
And then it hit me. I really would do something like this. In fact, I had already done something far worse about 15 years ago. I was forced to confront my ridiculous double-standards.
I was being a hypocrite. Again.

Don’t believe angry words and deception from a wounded heart
We can see injustices of the past, but still honor men who achieved
At times, we have to just wait for the day when we’ll see the fruit
To see how I’ve changed over time, notice which women I’ve fallen for
Federal checks are destroying incentive to take entry-level jobs
Check out my Tuesday interview on Steve Gelder’s political radio show
Love & Hope — Update:
The love I crave seems beyond horizon, always out of my reach