I don’t really want to create things. Honestly, I don’t. In one way or another, I’ve fought it all my life. Creating is difficult. There’s tremendous risk of failure and embarrassment. There’s frequently not a lot of money in it (if at all). And it’s hard to explain to people what you do and who you really are.
I don’t want to put up with any of those things. I hate them. I’d rather be something easy to explain. I’d rather do something that other people were more willing to pay for. I’d rather do something that more readily gives me the money that a future wife wants.
But I don’t have any choice. I have to create things. When I don’t, I start dying.
As with so many creators, I struggle with the question of whether I’m an artist. Honestly, I’m afraid I am, but I feel like a fake to say so. Artists are those who paint or sculpt or do something that’s displayed in galleries. My work these days is mostly for myself or friends on Facebook or something for readers here. But am I actually a writer? Am I an artist?

My reaction to man’s home taught me more about me than about him
How do renegade ‘weird ideas’ grow and spread to win acceptance?
I don’t allow comments anymore, and I’d like to briefly explain why
Only through death of empires can something new take their places
If you participate in sham of voting, you’re responsible for what it creates
Her cat’s presence brings comfort to grandmother dying in hospital
How much can human heart take when inner winter lasts forever?
‘What’s the worth of one warm smile? Go and ask the dead man’
We’re all broken, but some of us find meaning in broken partners