I don’t really want to create things. Honestly, I don’t. In one way or another, I’ve fought it all my life. Creating is difficult. There’s tremendous risk of failure and embarrassment. There’s frequently not a lot of money in it (if at all). And it’s hard to explain to people what you do and who you really are.
I don’t want to put up with any of those things. I hate them. I’d rather be something easy to explain. I’d rather do something that other people were more willing to pay for. I’d rather do something that more readily gives me the money that a future wife wants.
But I don’t have any choice. I have to create things. When I don’t, I start dying.
As with so many creators, I struggle with the question of whether I’m an artist. Honestly, I’m afraid I am, but I feel like a fake to say so. Artists are those who paint or sculpt or do something that’s displayed in galleries. My work these days is mostly for myself or friends on Facebook or something for readers here. But am I actually a writer? Am I an artist?

Like an alien, I move through a world I can see but never touch
Inner peace requires breaking free of your defense mechanisms
You finally have to stop making excuses for people who hurt you
Fear of Big Brother: What good are rights if you’re afraid to use them?
The Alien Observer:
I’m still hungry for healthy love that my 5-year-old self craved
Attention word nerds: March forth, to celebrate National Grammar Day
We’re neither friends nor enemies, just strangers who share the past