Are you a coward? For much of my life, I’ve been one — at least a large part of the time. I’ve drifted along avoiding things that scared me, acting as though I could somehow cheat my fears without having to face them. I’m at the point in life where I can’t do that anymore.
I can either face the fears and become who I’m supposed to be or I can go back to hiding in cowardice. Now that I understand the truth about what I’ve done, though, I don’t think I can put it back into a box and hide it on a shelf. I have to confront the fears — and become the person God made me to be.
I’ve been thinking a lot about this issue since the first of the year. Something happened that made me ask myself whether I was going to continue being less than my best or if I intended to make the changes necessary to be who I wanted to be. If I’d realized all the implications of that when I started thinking about it, I might have run. But I didn’t. And once I let myself go down that road, I didn’t have any choice but to follow some trails to their logical conclusion.
Without meaning, most are blind to rot destroying their own lives
Will those on the left upset about Halliburton now go after Obama?
Against all rational choice of will, an old hunger in my heart returns
We can’t have real freedom without also allowing discrimination
Are you ready for chaos when fed shutdown turns your gravity off?
I felt shame for my lack of love, but God said, ‘You can do better’
‘Free money for everybody’? Is it smart for principled libertarians?
Clueless Obama attacks profit motive in Mitt Romney’s business career
Deconstructing my old life’s hard, but I’m learning to be healthier