I don’t really want to create things. Honestly, I don’t. In one way or another, I’ve fought it all my life. Creating is difficult. There’s tremendous risk of failure and embarrassment. There’s frequently not a lot of money in it (if at all). And it’s hard to explain to people what you do and who you really are.
I don’t want to put up with any of those things. I hate them. I’d rather be something easy to explain. I’d rather do something that other people were more willing to pay for. I’d rather do something that more readily gives me the money that a future wife wants.
But I don’t have any choice. I have to create things. When I don’t, I start dying.
As with so many creators, I struggle with the question of whether I’m an artist. Honestly, I’m afraid I am, but I feel like a fake to say so. Artists are those who paint or sculpt or do something that’s displayed in galleries. My work these days is mostly for myself or friends on Facebook or something for readers here. But am I actually a writer? Am I an artist?

We often live in the tension between known and unknown
Illegal bribes mean a politician is corrupt, but the legal things he does are just as immoral
Ayn Rand spins in her grave? ‘Atlas Shrugged’ is a bad film
I’m looking at myself in mirror and asking difficult questions
Unless you oppose all coercion, ‘resistance’ claim rings hollow
When life becomes too passive, we stop earning our self-respect
Overthrow of Gaddafi no justification for attacks on other countries
Life’s path can change direction when you’re ready for real love
I don’t regret my choices, but I do lament choices he refused to make