There are times when I love this life so much that I can barely stand it.
When I see this world — and the life I live within it — in the context of nature and its reality, my heart has trouble expressing its joy. But when I see my life through the lens of my ego and my greed and my lust for more material things, I am miserable — no matter how much I have.
After another long night of struggling to create things that matter to me, I found myself driving to get breakfast biscuits at 5 a.m. Thursday. I knew I should be in bed, but I was so excited about what I was feeling that I didn’t want to go to sleep.
As I drove the five minutes to the restaurant, I felt relaxed and joyful and happy. My heart was full and I loved life. I prayed a prayer as I drove, thanking God for what I was feeling.
I realized — not for the first time — that one of the keys to being happy in life is learning to be satisfied with what you already have. I’m miserable when I constantly believe that I need something material added to my life.
I realized that I felt joyful because I have complete faith in the truth and beauty of nature. I felt grateful for these gifts that had been given to me. And I felt joyful to realize that loving connection with others was still possible — and that this was completely within my grasp.

I feel despair about evil tonight, but my cats offer some comfort
You always need enough money that you can quit when it’s time
Creator knew truth when He said 
What if world is becoming a place where you no longer want to live?
Private property ownership is just an illusion in this country today
Worshiping the ‘lesser evil’ will always allow evil to rule over you
Brutal truth is that we will never be able to fix all of world’s evils
As financial pain piles up, things just might turn ugly in America