My face is contorted in terror and my mouth is wide open. I’m ready to scream that you’re in danger. That you’re on a speeding train which is about to go off a cliff. But no words come out, because I know you won’t understand my warning.
Imagine you desperately needed and wanted to warn someone that something terrible was about to happen, but the two of you spoke different languages. That’s what this feels like.
My words of warning can coming pouring out of my mouth, but almost nobody will hear. Those who do hear will shrug. Even the ones who find my words interesting — or who might suspect I might be right — will go right about their business. The show must go on.
No matter what I do, the grand entertainment of modern American culture will roll right on without me. This dysfunctional culture has no time to listen to something which can’t be presented in the form of entertainment.
And I’ve discovered that I don’t know how to entertain you while I beg you to learn an intellectual and cultural context which is more terrifying than entertaining.
I tried. I really did. But it just doesn’t work.

Why can we sabotage ourselves?
Surgery report: It went very well, but first time is one too many for me
Maturity sees world’s ugliness with more melancholy than anger
Keep trying: The squirrels are pedaling as hard as they can
I’d love to move to the Caribbean, so what’s been keeping me here?
Let’s try a candid conversation just for the few who want to hear
What’s the point of a secret crush if heart isn’t ready to accept love?