I don’t really want to create things. Honestly, I don’t. In one way or another, I’ve fought it all my life. Creating is difficult. There’s tremendous risk of failure and embarrassment. There’s frequently not a lot of money in it (if at all). And it’s hard to explain to people what you do and who you really are.
I don’t want to put up with any of those things. I hate them. I’d rather be something easy to explain. I’d rather do something that other people were more willing to pay for. I’d rather do something that more readily gives me the money that a future wife wants.
But I don’t have any choice. I have to create things. When I don’t, I start dying.
As with so many creators, I struggle with the question of whether I’m an artist. Honestly, I’m afraid I am, but I feel like a fake to say so. Artists are those who paint or sculpt or do something that’s displayed in galleries. My work these days is mostly for myself or friends on Facebook or something for readers here. But am I actually a writer? Am I an artist?

How did memory get it wrong? Why did I edit truth about her?
When you compromise principles, you soon won’t recognize yourself
Here’s proof (if you need more) that people want something for nothing
Concerns about digital future leave me mourning analog past
I choose love over hate, because the author of the story’s not done
Was I ‘fat’? ‘Lazy’? My father’s ugly words made me feel shame
Best ways for man to love woman flow from how he lives every day
What if Jesus was serious about commands he gave his followers?