There are times when I love this life so much that I can barely stand it.
When I see this world — and the life I live within it — in the context of nature and its reality, my heart has trouble expressing its joy. But when I see my life through the lens of my ego and my greed and my lust for more material things, I am miserable — no matter how much I have.
After another long night of struggling to create things that matter to me, I found myself driving to get breakfast biscuits at 5 a.m. Thursday. I knew I should be in bed, but I was so excited about what I was feeling that I didn’t want to go to sleep.
As I drove the five minutes to the restaurant, I felt relaxed and joyful and happy. My heart was full and I loved life. I prayed a prayer as I drove, thanking God for what I was feeling.
I realized — not for the first time — that one of the keys to being happy in life is learning to be satisfied with what you already have. I’m miserable when I constantly believe that I need something material added to my life.
I realized that I felt joyful because I have complete faith in the truth and beauty of nature. I felt grateful for these gifts that had been given to me. And I felt joyful to realize that loving connection with others was still possible — and that this was completely within my grasp.

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