Are you a coward? For much of my life, I’ve been one — at least a large part of the time. I’ve drifted along avoiding things that scared me, acting as though I could somehow cheat my fears without having to face them. I’m at the point in life where I can’t do that anymore.
I can either face the fears and become who I’m supposed to be or I can go back to hiding in cowardice. Now that I understand the truth about what I’ve done, though, I don’t think I can put it back into a box and hide it on a shelf. I have to confront the fears — and become the person God made me to be.
I’ve been thinking a lot about this issue since the first of the year. Something happened that made me ask myself whether I was going to continue being less than my best or if I intended to make the changes necessary to be who I wanted to be. If I’d realized all the implications of that when I started thinking about it, I might have run. But I didn’t. And once I let myself go down that road, I didn’t have any choice but to follow some trails to their logical conclusion.
FRIDAY FUNNIES
When strangers tell us things we want to hear, we want to believe
Our inexplicable behavior ‘signals’ to the world who and what we are
Plans change and people hurt us, but we often need to start over
Memo to Republicans: Your serious contenders are hypocrites, too
Grief keeps reopening the door my loving mother walked out of
Deconstructing my old life’s hard, but I’m learning to be healthier
Hurt people hurt people, and it’s hard to forgive that in ourselves
Angry reactions to others can make us wrong even when we’re right